1 00:00:03,754 --> 00:00:05,213 Woman: [ Screams ] Man: What was that?! 2 00:00:05,214 --> 00:00:08,216 [ Indistinct shouting ] 3 00:00:08,217 --> 00:00:09,550 Man: Get away from the building! 4 00:00:09,551 --> 00:00:11,886 {\an8}♪ 5 00:00:11,887 --> 00:00:15,431 Meredith: When a patient consents to surgery, 6 00:00:15,432 --> 00:00:17,851 they're not just trusting their lives to a surgeon. 7 00:00:19,186 --> 00:00:21,896 They're trusting an entire team. 8 00:00:21,897 --> 00:00:24,273 [ Indistinct conversations, alarm blaring ] 9 00:00:24,274 --> 00:00:28,361 An anesthesiologist must continually monitor sedation, 10 00:00:28,362 --> 00:00:31,573 respiratory and heart rate, blood pressure. 11 00:00:33,158 --> 00:00:35,451 Let's go! Let's go! Ben: Clear. Clear. 12 00:00:35,452 --> 00:00:38,037 Come on. Hustle. Hustle. Hustle. 13 00:00:38,038 --> 00:00:39,997 Clear! Clear! Look out! 14 00:00:39,998 --> 00:00:41,332 Sir! Sir, you can't enter. No, you don't understand. 15 00:00:41,333 --> 00:00:43,042 You need to-- No, you don't understand! 16 00:00:43,043 --> 00:00:44,627 You need to evacuate now! You don't understand! 17 00:00:44,628 --> 00:00:45,836 You need to evacuate now! 18 00:00:45,837 --> 00:00:47,630 No! No! Go back! 19 00:00:47,631 --> 00:00:50,758 A first assist suctions and retracts, 20 00:00:50,759 --> 00:00:53,387 helping with every suture and staple. 21 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:55,805 [ Fire crackling ] 22 00:00:55,806 --> 00:00:58,433 [ Coughing ] 23 00:01:00,936 --> 00:01:04,981 A scrub tech organizes and hands over surgical tools, 24 00:01:04,982 --> 00:01:07,650 saving valuable seconds and blood spilled. 25 00:01:07,651 --> 00:01:14,156 {\an8}♪ 26 00:01:14,157 --> 00:01:17,535 And circulating nurses document the case, 27 00:01:17,536 --> 00:01:19,912 keeping track of who touches the patient, 28 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:21,664 what's used and when. 29 00:01:21,665 --> 00:01:23,624 [ Clattering ] 30 00:01:23,625 --> 00:01:29,547 {\an8}♪ 31 00:01:29,548 --> 00:01:33,634 Help! Help us! We need some help in here! 32 00:01:33,635 --> 00:01:35,053 Help! 33 00:01:36,346 --> 00:01:38,348 Somebody help us! We need help! 34 00:01:39,725 --> 00:01:42,184 Every member of the team shares responsibility 35 00:01:42,185 --> 00:01:44,061 in the patient's survival. 36 00:01:44,062 --> 00:01:46,939 [ Fire crackling ] 37 00:01:46,940 --> 00:01:49,318 If someone's not there... 38 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:55,281 ...you're in trouble. 39 00:01:55,282 --> 00:01:58,076 [ Alarm blaring, siren wailing in distance ] 40 00:02:02,581 --> 00:02:05,374 If you don't sit still for one damn minute... 41 00:02:05,375 --> 00:02:07,209 The elevators are shut down. Dr. Webber! 42 00:02:07,210 --> 00:02:09,170 This department exits through the east stairwell. Sir. 43 00:02:09,171 --> 00:02:11,047 Sir! Okay. 44 00:02:11,048 --> 00:02:13,341 Everybody stay calm. That's the generators kicking in. 45 00:02:13,342 --> 00:02:16,010 People, keep your phones on for updated evacuation alerts. 46 00:02:16,011 --> 00:02:17,595 Has anyone gotten through to the sixth floor? 47 00:02:17,596 --> 00:02:18,971 Dr. Webber! What?! 48 00:02:18,972 --> 00:02:21,223 It's the acetylene tank. It wasn't empty. 49 00:02:21,224 --> 00:02:22,933 It was leaking gas the entire time. 50 00:02:22,934 --> 00:02:24,435 Woman (over PA): All personnel... Oh, my God. 51 00:02:24,436 --> 00:02:25,811 I need to speak to that fire chief right now. 52 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:27,396 You're going nowhere 53 00:02:27,397 --> 00:02:29,315 but downstairs so we can evaluate that head. 54 00:02:29,316 --> 00:02:30,816 We don't have time. 55 00:02:30,817 --> 00:02:32,151 I need to lock this hospital down again. 56 00:02:32,152 --> 00:02:34,362 We'll do it on the way. Come on. 57 00:02:34,363 --> 00:02:35,946 Teddy: All patients on the third floor and above 58 00:02:35,947 --> 00:02:38,199 will be moved to a secure area. 59 00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:40,743 We need full cooperation from everyone. 60 00:02:40,744 --> 00:02:43,037 Do not leave the marked safe zones. 61 00:02:43,038 --> 00:02:45,873 Seattle Fire is working quickly to assess 62 00:02:45,874 --> 00:02:48,709 the structural integrity of the north side of the building. 63 00:02:48,710 --> 00:02:51,087 If we remain calm, our patients will. 64 00:02:51,088 --> 00:02:53,255 Thank you. 65 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:55,007 How can I help? We're evacuating the CCU. 66 00:02:55,008 --> 00:02:56,342 That includes Nora Young. 67 00:02:56,343 --> 00:02:57,802 She's too critical to stay here, 68 00:02:57,803 --> 00:02:59,845 so I want to transfer her to Seattle Pres. 69 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:02,264 Teddy. Uh, head upstairs. 70 00:03:02,265 --> 00:03:04,183 That woman was my patient's mother. 71 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:05,893 We don't know that it's related. 72 00:03:05,894 --> 00:03:07,728 If Dylan's outcome had been better-- 73 00:03:07,729 --> 00:03:09,021 if I had been better-- Amelia. 74 00:03:09,022 --> 00:03:10,356 Put me somewhere I can help. 75 00:03:10,357 --> 00:03:12,066 I will evacuate patients, triage, 76 00:03:12,067 --> 00:03:13,234 whatever you need, please. Okay. 77 00:03:13,235 --> 00:03:15,194 Richard has sustained a head lac. 78 00:03:15,195 --> 00:03:16,278 He is heading down to the E.R. 79 00:03:16,279 --> 00:03:18,698 He will need a neuro evaluation. 80 00:03:18,699 --> 00:03:20,825 Here you go. Thank you. 81 00:03:20,826 --> 00:03:22,410 Meredith: Hi, Nick. It's me. 82 00:03:22,411 --> 00:03:24,078 Listen, something happened at the hospital, 83 00:03:24,079 --> 00:03:25,371 and you're gonna hear about it on the news. 84 00:03:25,372 --> 00:03:27,498 But just know that I'm okay. I love you. 85 00:03:27,499 --> 00:03:29,208 Can't let you in. E.R.'s completely full. 86 00:03:29,209 --> 00:03:32,128 Fire department's orders. Okay. Well, I'm Meredith Grey, 87 00:03:32,129 --> 00:03:33,712 and I work here. Badge, please. 88 00:03:33,713 --> 00:03:35,506 I've worked here for a really long time. 89 00:03:35,507 --> 00:03:37,800 I am a surgeon. 90 00:03:37,801 --> 00:03:40,761 My name is on the building. Meredith Grey. Badge, please. 91 00:03:40,762 --> 00:03:43,222 You know, can you just call Teddy Altman or Richard Webber? 92 00:03:43,223 --> 00:03:44,933 Is your phone broken? 93 00:03:46,351 --> 00:03:48,018 There's people out here that are injured. 94 00:03:48,019 --> 00:03:49,854 Fire department says-- Where are they supposed to go? 95 00:03:49,855 --> 00:03:51,439 Some transfers are going to Seattle Pres. 96 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:53,023 Otherwise, we need to wait for beds to clear. 97 00:03:53,024 --> 00:03:53,983 What if they don't have that kind of time? 98 00:03:53,984 --> 00:03:55,443 Fire department says-- Yes! 99 00:03:55,444 --> 00:03:57,987 You've said it. I understand. 100 00:03:57,988 --> 00:03:59,072 What... 101 00:04:00,699 --> 00:04:02,283 Are you-- Do you all work here? 102 00:04:02,284 --> 00:04:03,492 Uh, in eight hours, we do. Yeah. 103 00:04:03,493 --> 00:04:05,536 We just finished our intern orientation. 104 00:04:05,537 --> 00:04:07,163 We want to help, but the guy won't let us in 105 00:04:07,164 --> 00:04:09,790 until we are officially activated. 106 00:04:09,791 --> 00:04:11,959 Meredith: Oh, good. Somebody who knows what she's doing. 107 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,335 Okay. Follow me. 108 00:04:13,336 --> 00:04:14,962 The rest of you, try to find gurneys. 109 00:04:14,963 --> 00:04:16,922 Uh, where are the gurneys? 110 00:04:16,923 --> 00:04:19,134 Where's your fancy white coat? Not the time. 111 00:04:22,179 --> 00:04:24,472 It's locked. What? 112 00:04:24,473 --> 00:04:29,268 {\an8}♪ 113 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,103 Give me that IV pole. 114 00:04:31,104 --> 00:04:32,606 You need it for a patient or something? 115 00:04:34,649 --> 00:04:36,442 Stand back. 116 00:04:36,443 --> 00:04:38,110 Oh! 117 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:45,701 {\an8}♪ 118 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:47,704 Whoo! Clinic's open. 119 00:04:48,747 --> 00:04:51,791 All right. One way to do it. Come on, guys. 120 00:04:51,792 --> 00:04:54,585 Owen: Patients need to be evacuated from the O.R. 121 00:04:54,586 --> 00:04:56,962 Stretchers are over here. We go in in teams of four. 122 00:04:56,963 --> 00:04:59,173 If anybody gets lightheaded or has shortness of breath, 123 00:04:59,174 --> 00:05:00,716 say something immediately. 124 00:05:00,717 --> 00:05:02,468 Hunt! Hunt! Have you seen Miranda? 125 00:05:02,469 --> 00:05:03,677 Normally, she texts me when she's heading into surgery, 126 00:05:03,678 --> 00:05:05,805 but maybe she got pulled into something. 127 00:05:05,806 --> 00:05:07,723 By the time I got here, SFD had already started moving people. 128 00:05:07,724 --> 00:05:10,184 I heard the blast was in O.R. 2. Was anyone in there? 129 00:05:10,185 --> 00:05:11,268 We can check the O.R. schedule. 130 00:05:11,269 --> 00:05:13,479 I'm not going anywhere until I find her! 131 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:16,899 Keep the hose line steady at the stairwell door! 132 00:05:16,900 --> 00:05:20,152 [ Extinguisher hissing ] 133 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:22,530 Ben! 134 00:05:22,531 --> 00:05:26,367 {\an8}♪ 135 00:05:26,368 --> 00:05:27,869 Oh! 136 00:05:29,037 --> 00:05:30,412 You okay? Mm-hmm. 137 00:05:30,413 --> 00:05:31,705 You okay? I-I'm okay. 138 00:05:31,706 --> 00:05:34,416 But Lincoln is not. 139 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:35,834 Come. 140 00:05:35,835 --> 00:05:40,839 {\an8}♪ 141 00:05:40,840 --> 00:05:43,468 [ Man groans ] 142 00:05:49,975 --> 00:05:51,559 Jo. Jo was going home. 143 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,143 She went home, right? She wasn't in the building? 144 00:05:53,144 --> 00:05:54,395 I saw her leave. She saved you. 145 00:05:54,396 --> 00:05:56,230 You want me to call her? No. 146 00:05:56,231 --> 00:05:58,566 She'll want to come here. It's not safe. 147 00:05:58,567 --> 00:06:00,150 Her blood pressure and the babies. 148 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:01,819 We'll call her when we have to. 149 00:06:01,820 --> 00:06:02,903 Obvious blunt trauma to the chest. 150 00:06:02,904 --> 00:06:04,655 Systolic's in the high 90s. 151 00:06:04,656 --> 00:06:06,657 Heart rate's been hovering in the 110s. Okay. 152 00:06:06,658 --> 00:06:09,535 Link-- Link, does it hurt more on one side? 153 00:06:09,536 --> 00:06:11,579 It's pretty excruciating across the board, 154 00:06:11,580 --> 00:06:13,914 but, um, I can't feel my right arm, so start there. 155 00:06:13,915 --> 00:06:15,125 Bailey: Ben. 156 00:06:17,085 --> 00:06:18,627 Okay. [ Grunts ] 157 00:06:18,628 --> 00:06:20,045 Owen: Here we go. 158 00:06:20,046 --> 00:06:21,839 No. Stop! We need to stop. 159 00:06:21,840 --> 00:06:23,633 Why? What's happening? 160 00:06:25,010 --> 00:06:27,052 Somebody say something. 161 00:06:27,053 --> 00:06:28,178 I think a piece of the ceiling 162 00:06:28,179 --> 00:06:29,805 is penetrating below your clavicle. 163 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:31,348 You got to get it out. 164 00:06:31,349 --> 00:06:33,100 Please, g-get it out. 165 00:06:33,101 --> 00:06:34,226 Stay calm. Try not to panic. 166 00:06:34,227 --> 00:06:36,353 Please, you got to get it out. 167 00:06:36,354 --> 00:06:37,272 Link, try not to panic, okay? Get this thing off me! 168 00:06:43,111 --> 00:06:45,154 {\an8}Monica: [ Groaning ] 169 00:06:45,155 --> 00:06:46,656 {\an8}It's too heavy. {\an8}No kidding. 170 00:06:47,699 --> 00:06:49,534 {\an8}Help! Hello?! 171 00:06:51,077 --> 00:06:53,245 {\an8}Um, okay, so, are you having {\an8}trouble breathing? 172 00:06:53,246 --> 00:06:56,624 {\an8}No, no, I just-- I think part {\an8}of my pelvis is shattered. 173 00:06:56,625 --> 00:06:58,918 {\an8}But I'm more worried {\an8}about Parker. 174 00:06:58,919 --> 00:07:01,295 {\an8}[ Breathing heavily ] 175 00:07:01,296 --> 00:07:02,964 {\an8}Your patient needs you. {\an8}Go. 176 00:07:04,132 --> 00:07:05,550 {\an8}Uh... 177 00:07:07,093 --> 00:07:08,385 {\an8}Okay. No burns. 178 00:07:08,386 --> 00:07:10,012 {\an8}Um, no shrapnel injuries. 179 00:07:10,013 --> 00:07:11,388 {\an8}Good. {\an8}How are his vitals? 180 00:07:11,389 --> 00:07:13,182 {\an8}They're holding steady {\an8}for now. 181 00:07:13,183 --> 00:07:15,142 {\an8}T-There's no bleeding {\an8}at the port site. 182 00:07:15,143 --> 00:07:16,226 {\an8}Man: {\an8}Hello? Anyone in there? 183 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:18,228 {\an8}Yes! Help! {\an8}We're in here! Help! 184 00:07:18,229 --> 00:07:19,104 {\an8}We're working on {\an8}getting you out! 185 00:07:19,105 --> 00:07:20,856 {\an8}Just stay calm! 186 00:07:20,857 --> 00:07:23,108 {\an8}[ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 187 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:24,903 {\an8}O2 is tanking. {\an8}We need, uh... 188 00:07:26,905 --> 00:07:28,489 {\an8}How are we going to keep {\an8}Parker alive 189 00:07:28,490 --> 00:07:30,115 {\an8}if we don't have anesthesia? 190 00:07:30,116 --> 00:07:31,992 {\an8}We can't panic. {\an8}Not yet. 191 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:39,124 {\an8}♪ 192 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:41,168 {\an8}Tell me there's news. 193 00:07:41,169 --> 00:07:42,836 {\an8}Fire chief said he doesn't know {\an8}the extent of the fire, 194 00:07:42,837 --> 00:07:45,381 {\an8}the damage, or how long {\an8}until it's contained. 195 00:07:45,382 --> 00:07:47,633 {\an8}Fatalities? {\an8}At least one. 196 00:07:47,634 --> 00:07:50,344 {\an8}A patient {\an8}on the O.R. floor. 197 00:07:50,345 --> 00:07:53,305 {\an8}I want to call {\an8}the family myself. Of course. 198 00:07:53,306 --> 00:07:55,182 {\an8}How are you feeling? 199 00:07:55,183 --> 00:07:57,059 {\an8}I keep telling everyone {\an8}I'm fine. 200 00:07:57,060 --> 00:08:00,145 {\an8}There's no sign of TBI {\an8}or concussion on physical exam, 201 00:08:00,146 --> 00:08:01,271 {\an8}but we should {\an8}still scan you 202 00:08:01,272 --> 00:08:03,023 {\an8}to rule out {\an8}intracranial bleeding. 203 00:08:03,024 --> 00:08:04,358 {\an8}It can manifest up to 10 hours {\an8}after the impact. 204 00:08:04,359 --> 00:08:05,818 {\an8}I'll take my chances. {\an8}Okay? 205 00:08:05,819 --> 00:08:06,986 {\an8}When do you think {\an8}you're going? 206 00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:08,278 {\an8}This hospital is on fire! 207 00:08:08,279 --> 00:08:10,864 {\an8}And you think {\an8}you gonna put it out? 208 00:08:10,865 --> 00:08:14,034 {\an8}You can manage this {\an8}from here. She's right. 209 00:08:14,035 --> 00:08:15,911 {\an8}The scan will only take {\an8}a few minutes. 210 00:08:15,912 --> 00:08:17,204 {\an8}All right. {\an8}Please keep your phone on. 211 00:08:17,205 --> 00:08:18,706 {\an8}I will call you {\an8}with any updates. 212 00:08:18,707 --> 00:08:21,041 {\an8}Dr. Altman, {\an8}where do you need me? 213 00:08:21,042 --> 00:08:23,460 {\an8}Uh, help Kwan upstairs {\an8}with evacuations. 214 00:08:23,461 --> 00:08:24,920 {\an8}I've got to call Jackson. 215 00:08:24,921 --> 00:08:27,131 {\an8}If you get out {\an8}of that bed, 216 00:08:27,132 --> 00:08:29,466 {\an8}there'll be hell to pay, {\an8}Richard Webber. 217 00:08:29,467 --> 00:08:32,594 {\an8}Woman on P.A.: {\an8}All rapid-response teams {\an8}report to CCU for immediate... 218 00:08:32,595 --> 00:08:34,012 {\an8}Hey, I had to sneak in 219 00:08:34,013 --> 00:08:35,848 {\an8}through the maintenance {\an8}entrance. 220 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:36,932 {\an8}Are you okay? 221 00:08:36,933 --> 00:08:38,767 {\an8}I-It's just a scratch. 222 00:08:38,768 --> 00:08:40,269 {\an8}Have you seen Link? 223 00:08:40,270 --> 00:08:42,020 {\an8}He's not answering {\an8}his phone. 224 00:08:42,021 --> 00:08:44,065 {\an8}He was heading {\an8}into surgery, and-- 225 00:08:45,859 --> 00:08:47,985 {\an8}Where is he? 226 00:08:47,986 --> 00:08:49,611 {\an8}He's on the O.R. floor. 227 00:08:49,612 --> 00:08:51,905 {\an8}They're bringing him down {\an8}as fast as they can. 228 00:08:51,906 --> 00:08:54,283 {\an8}He's with Hunt {\an8}and Bailey. 229 00:08:54,284 --> 00:08:56,076 {\an8}[ Grunts ] {\an8}Winston: All right. 230 00:08:56,077 --> 00:08:58,412 {\an8}There's a rig standing by {\an8}to take him to Seattle Pres. 231 00:08:58,413 --> 00:09:01,582 {\an8}Oh, my God. {\an8}Can you tell these guys I need more morphine? 232 00:09:01,583 --> 00:09:03,083 {\an8}It's on the way. 233 00:09:03,084 --> 00:09:05,294 {\an8}Oh, we need that blood. {\an8}Here, here. 234 00:09:05,295 --> 00:09:07,421 {\an8}Are you thinking {\an8}subclavian injury? No telling what else. 235 00:09:07,422 --> 00:09:09,089 {\an8}We need to extricate him {\an8}to fully assess him. 236 00:09:09,090 --> 00:09:11,175 {\an8}We need to give the blood {\an8}and fluid a chance to work! 237 00:09:11,176 --> 00:09:12,551 {\an8}We need to get off {\an8}this floor ASAP. 238 00:09:12,552 --> 00:09:14,011 {\an8}We don't know {\an8}if it's structurally stable! 239 00:09:14,012 --> 00:09:15,512 {\an8}This piece could {\an8}be tamponading something. 240 00:09:15,513 --> 00:09:17,181 {\an8}If we remove it too quickly, {\an8}he could bleed out. 241 00:09:17,182 --> 00:09:18,807 {\an8}[ Monitor beeping ] {\an8}Ben: BP's still unstable. 242 00:09:18,808 --> 00:09:20,225 {\an8}He's not responding {\an8}to blood alone. 243 00:09:20,226 --> 00:09:21,602 {\an8}Hunt's right. {\an8}We're running out of time. 244 00:09:21,603 --> 00:09:23,437 {\an8}Okay. Okay. Okay. Good. 245 00:09:23,438 --> 00:09:24,773 {\an8}Ready? 246 00:09:25,940 --> 00:09:27,149 {\an8}Okay. {\an8}On my count. 247 00:09:27,150 --> 00:09:29,568 {\an8}Okay. {\an8}One, two, three. 248 00:09:29,569 --> 00:09:31,153 {\an8}[ All grunt ] 249 00:09:31,154 --> 00:09:32,154 {\an8}Pressure. Pressure. {\an8}We need a clamp. 250 00:09:32,155 --> 00:09:33,781 {\an8}On it. 251 00:09:33,782 --> 00:09:34,698 {\an8}Move, move, move. {\an8}Go, go, go, go. 252 00:09:34,699 --> 00:09:36,743 {\an8}[ Groans ] 253 00:09:39,746 --> 00:09:41,539 {\an8}All right. {\an8}Can you see anything? 254 00:09:44,709 --> 00:09:46,084 {\an8}Yep. Got it. 255 00:09:46,085 --> 00:09:48,337 {\an8}If I'm going {\an8}to Seattle Pres... 256 00:09:48,338 --> 00:09:50,088 {\an8}we better start moving. 257 00:09:50,089 --> 00:09:52,050 {\an8}Guys, {\an8}the elevators are out. 258 00:09:53,384 --> 00:09:54,968 {\an8}Then we take the stairs. 259 00:09:54,969 --> 00:10:01,350 {\an8}♪ 260 00:10:01,351 --> 00:10:03,519 {\an8}Talk to me. 261 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:05,395 {\an8}I'm only getting breath sounds {\an8}on the right-hand side. 262 00:10:05,396 --> 00:10:06,897 {\an8}Maybe a left pneumothorax. 263 00:10:06,898 --> 00:10:08,524 {\an8}Okay. Are there any signs {\an8}of blunt trauma? 264 00:10:08,525 --> 00:10:10,526 {\an8}Um, I don't see anything. {\an8}[ Monitor beeping ] 265 00:10:10,527 --> 00:10:12,528 {\an8}Then I'm betting {\an8}the ET tube got pushed 266 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:14,321 {\an8}further into his bronchus {\an8}with the blast. 267 00:10:14,322 --> 00:10:16,365 {\an8}Uh, I can try {\an8}repositioning it. 268 00:10:16,366 --> 00:10:18,075 {\an8}Okay. Yeah. {\an8}J-Just keep bagging 269 00:10:18,076 --> 00:10:20,452 {\an8}and pull the tube back slowly {\an8}and then listen. 270 00:10:20,453 --> 00:10:23,330 {\an8}[ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 271 00:10:23,331 --> 00:10:24,499 Okay. 272 00:10:32,006 --> 00:10:34,883 {\an8}I have bilateral {\an8}breath sounds. 273 00:10:34,884 --> 00:10:38,095 {\an8}And his O2 sat's {\an8}improving. Nice work, Millin. 274 00:10:38,096 --> 00:10:40,097 {\an8}How's your pain? {\an8}Oh, I can barely feel it. 275 00:10:40,098 --> 00:10:41,431 {\an8}We need to get you {\an8}out of here. 276 00:10:41,432 --> 00:10:42,516 {\an8}We need to get Parker {\an8}out of here 277 00:10:42,517 --> 00:10:43,892 {\an8}before his anesthesia {\an8}wears off. 278 00:10:43,893 --> 00:10:45,144 {\an8}We need to get you both {\an8}out of here. 279 00:10:45,145 --> 00:10:46,895 {\an8}What is taking so long?! 280 00:10:46,896 --> 00:10:48,438 {\an8}They-- They're working on it. 281 00:10:48,439 --> 00:10:49,982 {\an8}For now, we need to get {\an8}his incisions closed up. 282 00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:52,776 {\an8}And by "we," I mean you. 283 00:10:52,777 --> 00:10:56,322 {\an8}[ Monitor beeping, {\an8}respirator hissing ] 284 00:11:03,955 --> 00:11:06,123 {\an8}[ Indistinct conversations, {\an8}telephone ringing ] 285 00:11:06,124 --> 00:11:08,542 {\an8}Hey. {\an8}Altman sent me to help. 286 00:11:08,543 --> 00:11:10,335 {\an8}I'm glad you're not dead. 287 00:11:10,336 --> 00:11:12,296 {\an8}Nora Young-- {\an8}Altman and Ndugu 288 00:11:12,297 --> 00:11:14,965 {\an8}built her a new aorta {\an8}out of nothing two hours ago. 289 00:11:14,966 --> 00:11:18,302 {\an8}Her M.A.P.s need to be {\an8}above 65 and below 80 290 00:11:18,303 --> 00:11:19,970 {\an8}for the entire transport. {\an8}What happens if they don't? 291 00:11:19,971 --> 00:11:21,597 {\an8}Too low, she dies. 292 00:11:21,598 --> 00:11:24,433 {\an8}Too high, her new aorta blows, {\an8}and she dies. 293 00:11:24,434 --> 00:11:26,602 {\an8}Fun. 294 00:11:26,603 --> 00:11:29,229 {\an8}Hey, have you seen Simone? {\an8}She's not answering my texts. 295 00:11:29,230 --> 00:11:31,815 {\an8}Uh, not since the locker room. {\an8}Also, I haven't seen Millin. 296 00:11:31,816 --> 00:11:34,693 {\an8}So, are you and Simone {\an8}back together? 297 00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:37,404 {\an8}Yeah. {\an8}Yep. 298 00:11:37,405 --> 00:11:39,656 {\an8}Great. {\an8}Good for you. 299 00:11:39,657 --> 00:11:41,158 {\an8}[ Monitor beeping ] 300 00:11:41,159 --> 00:11:42,784 {\an8}She's a bit tachy. 301 00:11:42,785 --> 00:11:44,536 {\an8}Let's give her another bolus {\an8}before we move. 302 00:11:44,537 --> 00:11:46,288 {\an8}Code red, sixth floor. 303 00:11:46,289 --> 00:11:49,541 {\an8}Evacuate all patients and staff {\an8}via stairwell. 304 00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:51,001 {\an8}I'm sure she's fine. 305 00:11:51,002 --> 00:11:52,669 {\an8}Code red, sixth floor. 306 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:54,755 {\an8}Evacuate all patients and staff {\an8}via stairwell. 307 00:11:54,756 --> 00:11:56,590 {\an8}[ Sighs ] Yeah. 308 00:11:56,591 --> 00:11:57,633 {\an8}Are we clear? {\an8}Yes. 309 00:11:57,634 --> 00:11:58,967 {\an8}Okay. 310 00:11:58,968 --> 00:12:00,427 {\an8}[ Indistinct conversations ] 311 00:12:00,428 --> 00:12:02,763 {\an8}We'll start {\an8}with the left side. 312 00:12:02,764 --> 00:12:04,056 {\an8}Okay, so I think-- 313 00:12:04,057 --> 00:12:06,892 {\an8}Dr. Grey told me {\an8}to find Griffith. 314 00:12:06,893 --> 00:12:08,435 {\an8}Point me to Griffith. 315 00:12:08,436 --> 00:12:10,772 {\an8}It's Dr. Griffith. 316 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,440 {\an8}Doc-- Okay. 317 00:12:13,441 --> 00:12:15,609 {\an8}When was there time for me {\an8}to learn that last night? 318 00:12:15,610 --> 00:12:17,361 {\an8}Go. Assess the woman {\an8}in bed three. 319 00:12:17,362 --> 00:12:19,279 {\an8}Okay. 320 00:12:19,280 --> 00:12:21,615 {\an8}Baseball cap, {\an8}I need a doppler. 321 00:12:21,616 --> 00:12:24,326 {\an8}Right. {\an8}Doppler. 322 00:12:24,327 --> 00:12:26,079 {\an8}Uh... {\an8}Right here. 323 00:12:27,288 --> 00:12:29,206 {\an8}Hey, um, I think maybe {\an8}you can just ask me 324 00:12:29,207 --> 00:12:30,707 {\an8}for stuff from now on. 325 00:12:30,708 --> 00:12:32,501 {\an8}Why is that? 326 00:12:32,502 --> 00:12:33,835 {\an8}Uh... 327 00:12:33,836 --> 00:12:35,337 {\an8}I mean... 328 00:12:35,338 --> 00:12:38,882 {\an8}♪ 329 00:12:38,883 --> 00:12:41,093 Oops. Uh... 330 00:12:41,094 --> 00:12:45,305 {\an8}♪ 331 00:12:45,306 --> 00:12:46,723 Sorry. Right. Okay. 332 00:12:46,724 --> 00:12:48,934 Interns? Everyone over here. 333 00:12:48,935 --> 00:12:51,103 Quickly, please. 334 00:12:51,104 --> 00:12:53,271 Okay. Listen up. 335 00:12:53,272 --> 00:12:55,399 Okay. I'm not asking anyone to perform a Whipple. 336 00:12:55,400 --> 00:12:57,651 Put patients in beds. Take down information. 337 00:12:57,652 --> 00:12:59,361 It's basic triage. 338 00:12:59,362 --> 00:13:01,488 You've all matched with Grey-Sloan for a reason. 339 00:13:01,489 --> 00:13:04,574 Show me why. Do we have any questions? 340 00:13:04,575 --> 00:13:08,370 Um... Hi. Hi. Um, I'm Dani. 341 00:13:08,371 --> 00:13:10,080 Dani Spencer. Dr. Spencer. 342 00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:11,290 Right. Right. 343 00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:14,293 Um, what if you have a patient 344 00:13:14,294 --> 00:13:17,337 who sustained blunt trauma to the abdomen 345 00:13:17,338 --> 00:13:19,965 and is now experiencing some delayed pain? 346 00:13:19,966 --> 00:13:21,341 Which patient is that? 347 00:13:21,342 --> 00:13:22,926 Me. 348 00:13:22,927 --> 00:13:24,511 Oh! 349 00:13:24,512 --> 00:13:26,222 Let's get her in a bed. 350 00:13:32,061 --> 00:13:34,980 Let's move, let's move! Get 'em out! Get 'em out! 351 00:13:34,981 --> 00:13:37,983 [ Groans ] Careful. Watch his lines. 352 00:13:37,984 --> 00:13:41,236 Uh, h-have you picked out names for the girls? 353 00:13:41,237 --> 00:13:42,988 Jo told you before me, didn't she? 354 00:13:42,989 --> 00:13:44,531 Uh, no. 355 00:13:44,532 --> 00:13:46,033 The twins are girls? 356 00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:47,743 Yikes. Congratulations. 357 00:13:47,744 --> 00:13:49,703 Oh, those girls are gonna have you wrapped 358 00:13:49,704 --> 00:13:51,538 around their little baby fingers before you've even blinked. 359 00:13:51,539 --> 00:13:53,290 I can't wait. Stop, stop. 360 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:54,583 W-We need to stop. 361 00:13:54,584 --> 00:13:58,128 Okay. Oh, shoot. 362 00:13:58,129 --> 00:13:59,629 Okay, so we need a plan B. 363 00:13:59,630 --> 00:14:01,214 We just need to keep moving. 364 00:14:01,215 --> 00:14:03,592 And I just need you to look at all the blood 365 00:14:03,593 --> 00:14:05,510 on the damn stairs. 366 00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:07,054 You think he's really gonna make it to Seattle Pres? 367 00:14:07,055 --> 00:14:09,723 The CCU is one floor down. We could operate there. 368 00:14:09,724 --> 00:14:11,475 They evacuated it. 369 00:14:11,476 --> 00:14:13,018 I'm waiting for a better idea. 370 00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:16,271 Man: Go! Come on! Come on! Let's go! 371 00:14:16,272 --> 00:14:18,649 Be careful! Be careful! Let's go! 372 00:14:21,402 --> 00:14:23,403 If you clip my heels one more time-- 373 00:14:23,404 --> 00:14:25,238 Nora's pump will get to Seattle Pres before she does. 374 00:14:25,239 --> 00:14:26,448 She's the chief's miracle patient. 375 00:14:26,449 --> 00:14:28,283 I'm not trying to kill her. 376 00:14:28,284 --> 00:14:30,078 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 377 00:14:31,871 --> 00:14:34,081 Uh, tube's still in. Nothing's out of place. 378 00:14:34,082 --> 00:14:36,166 Okay. The screen says high volume. 379 00:14:36,167 --> 00:14:37,751 What do you know about ventilators? 380 00:14:37,752 --> 00:14:39,252 What do you know about ventilators? 381 00:14:39,253 --> 00:14:40,837 Okay. Uh, the pressure control 382 00:14:40,838 --> 00:14:42,506 has a set inspiratory pressure, right? 383 00:14:42,507 --> 00:14:44,633 Yeah, but tidal volume can vary. 384 00:14:44,634 --> 00:14:46,635 Okay, maybe we switch the setting to volume control. 385 00:14:46,636 --> 00:14:49,179 Or maybe we just call a resident from anesthesia. 386 00:14:49,180 --> 00:14:50,723 Screw it. 387 00:14:54,018 --> 00:14:56,062 [ Beeping stops ] 388 00:14:58,815 --> 00:15:00,649 How did you know that would work? 389 00:15:00,650 --> 00:15:02,110 I didn't. 390 00:15:03,152 --> 00:15:05,278 Let's go. 391 00:15:05,279 --> 00:15:08,865 Attention, engineering. Report to the east lobby. 392 00:15:08,866 --> 00:15:11,368 Some bruising on the right flank. 393 00:15:11,369 --> 00:15:13,078 She said a gurney slammed into her. 394 00:15:13,079 --> 00:15:15,038 Not here. On the sixth floor. 395 00:15:15,039 --> 00:15:16,748 It happened during the blast 396 00:15:16,749 --> 00:15:18,542 or explosion or whatever that was. 397 00:15:18,543 --> 00:15:20,502 And you didn't tell anyone about it? 398 00:15:20,503 --> 00:15:24,882 Um, technically, I wasn't supposed to be up there. 399 00:15:26,676 --> 00:15:31,847 Okay. I-I wanted a selfie in an O.R. 400 00:15:31,848 --> 00:15:35,308 Um, we finished onboarding, and I just wanted to take a picture 401 00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:38,103 and show it to my dad because he's so proud of me. 402 00:15:38,104 --> 00:15:41,274 He's ironed my white coat like three times for tomorrow. 403 00:15:42,692 --> 00:15:44,443 I can still start tomorrow, right? 404 00:15:44,444 --> 00:15:46,319 Well, we have to make sure 405 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:47,904 the hospital is still standing first. 406 00:15:47,905 --> 00:15:50,365 Right. Ultrasound. 407 00:15:50,366 --> 00:15:53,744 Uh, can I do it? Just for, you know, learning purposes? 408 00:15:55,580 --> 00:15:59,291 Not unless you're gonna go in vaginally. 409 00:15:59,292 --> 00:16:01,168 This is normally a reproductive clinic. 410 00:16:01,169 --> 00:16:03,170 This is beyond humiliating. 411 00:16:03,171 --> 00:16:04,546 Well, half the battle of intern year 412 00:16:04,547 --> 00:16:07,007 is standing out from the rest of your class, 413 00:16:07,008 --> 00:16:09,050 so you're ahead of the game. 414 00:16:09,051 --> 00:16:11,094 Simone: Okay. Ready? 415 00:16:11,095 --> 00:16:12,346 Okay. Tell me what you see. 416 00:16:14,098 --> 00:16:15,975 Take your time. Go slow. 417 00:16:17,643 --> 00:16:20,687 There's some free fluid in Morrison's pouch. 418 00:16:20,688 --> 00:16:22,647 Yeah, but nowhere else. She seems stable. 419 00:16:22,648 --> 00:16:24,357 Okay. As soon as we have access to the hospital, 420 00:16:24,358 --> 00:16:25,775 she will need a scan. 421 00:16:25,776 --> 00:16:28,403 Until then, keep a very close eye on her. 422 00:16:28,404 --> 00:16:30,740 Welcome to Grey-Sloan. 423 00:16:41,042 --> 00:16:44,377 Okay. I've completed the periumbilical incision. 424 00:16:44,378 --> 00:16:47,214 Now what? Now you close the lateral port sites. 425 00:16:47,215 --> 00:16:49,174 Okay. [ Monitor beeping ] 426 00:16:49,175 --> 00:16:51,426 He's getting more hypotensive and tachycardic. 427 00:16:51,427 --> 00:16:53,595 Oh, God. Is he waking up? Is he distended? 428 00:16:53,596 --> 00:16:55,680 Oh. 429 00:16:55,681 --> 00:16:57,265 Mm-hmm. 430 00:16:57,266 --> 00:16:59,809 He might be bleeding internally. 431 00:16:59,810 --> 00:17:01,728 But he wasn't bleeding from the incisions. 432 00:17:01,729 --> 00:17:04,731 But the move from the blast could have nicked something. 433 00:17:04,732 --> 00:17:06,608 It could have been building slowly. 434 00:17:06,609 --> 00:17:07,527 [ Groans ] 435 00:17:09,237 --> 00:17:11,446 You're gonna have to open him up. 436 00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:13,448 Absolutely not! We're running out of anesthesia! 437 00:17:13,449 --> 00:17:14,824 Yeah, that's why you have to move fast. 438 00:17:14,825 --> 00:17:17,285 I-I haven't done a solo procedure 439 00:17:17,286 --> 00:17:19,037 on an adult, let alone a 6-year-old! 440 00:17:19,038 --> 00:17:21,831 Millin! We always do this. 441 00:17:21,832 --> 00:17:24,584 You always panic spiral, and I always snap you out of it. 442 00:17:24,585 --> 00:17:26,920 And we really don't have time for that right now. 443 00:17:26,921 --> 00:17:29,464 So unless you want to see that sweet little boy die, 444 00:17:29,465 --> 00:17:32,551 I suggest you open him up right now. 445 00:17:32,552 --> 00:17:36,680 {\an8}♪ 446 00:17:36,681 --> 00:17:39,516 [ Clears throat ] Scalpel. 447 00:17:39,517 --> 00:17:49,484 {\an8}♪ 448 00:17:49,485 --> 00:17:51,695 Keep the second trauma bay open. 449 00:17:51,696 --> 00:17:54,531 We may have to reroute more post-op criticals. 450 00:17:54,532 --> 00:17:56,032 Should I transfer Dylan Gatlin? 451 00:17:56,033 --> 00:17:57,742 This wasn't her fault, 452 00:17:57,743 --> 00:17:59,786 and I don't want her to become the headline in this. 453 00:17:59,787 --> 00:18:02,247 All right. Well, we can try, but Seattle Pres 454 00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:05,333 has already taken 15 of our CCU patients. 455 00:18:05,334 --> 00:18:07,836 I hear that they're triaging patients in the hallways. 456 00:18:07,837 --> 00:18:09,587 Did we confirm if we lost any more patients 457 00:18:09,588 --> 00:18:11,256 on the O.R. floor? 458 00:18:11,257 --> 00:18:13,967 I can't share that information with you right now. 459 00:18:13,968 --> 00:18:15,468 Richard's scan came back negative. 460 00:18:15,469 --> 00:18:17,137 There's no clinical change. That's a good thing. 461 00:18:17,138 --> 00:18:18,847 I'll take that. 462 00:18:18,848 --> 00:18:20,765 And I'm still waiting to hear about Link's status. 463 00:18:20,766 --> 00:18:22,809 Link? 464 00:18:22,810 --> 00:18:24,603 What happened to Link? 465 00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:29,316 {\an8}♪ 466 00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:32,902 Trauma 2 needs to be transferred to Seattle Pres. 467 00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:35,363 We can see if they need some help. 468 00:18:35,364 --> 00:18:37,073 I thought you said your wife said 469 00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:38,783 you couldn't get out of bed. 470 00:18:38,784 --> 00:18:40,952 Do you see my wife? 471 00:18:40,953 --> 00:18:44,122 [ Cellphone rings ] 472 00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:45,582 Bailey? 473 00:18:45,583 --> 00:18:46,875 Link: Hi. 474 00:18:46,876 --> 00:18:48,835 Before you say anything, 475 00:18:48,836 --> 00:18:50,337 I sound way worse than I am. 476 00:18:50,338 --> 00:18:51,963 Where are you? I want to find you. 477 00:18:51,964 --> 00:18:54,132 That's not safe. 478 00:18:54,133 --> 00:18:56,343 If anybody lets you up here, 479 00:18:56,344 --> 00:18:57,719 I'm gonna-- I'm gonna take them out. 480 00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:59,262 [ Chuckles ] 481 00:18:59,263 --> 00:19:01,264 Or maybe start a rumor or something. 482 00:19:01,265 --> 00:19:03,100 I don't know. I-I know dirty stuff. 483 00:19:04,977 --> 00:19:07,020 I love you. 484 00:19:07,021 --> 00:19:10,231 I love you. And I love our kids. 485 00:19:10,232 --> 00:19:13,068 I feel-- I feel pretty damn stupid 486 00:19:13,069 --> 00:19:15,363 it took me so long to get my crap together to tell you that. 487 00:19:17,031 --> 00:19:18,699 Just tell me when you come down here. 488 00:19:20,076 --> 00:19:21,619 Yeah. 489 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,997 [ Whispering ] Bailey, we need to keep moving. 490 00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:28,124 We will. 491 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:30,211 Hey, it's gonna be okay, but, um... 492 00:19:31,462 --> 00:19:33,338 ...but just in case, my password book 493 00:19:33,339 --> 00:19:36,174 is in the second left drawer of my desk. 494 00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:37,634 What? And get a dog. 495 00:19:37,635 --> 00:19:38,802 Link, what are you doing? 496 00:19:38,803 --> 00:19:40,595 It'll drive Amelia crazy 497 00:19:40,596 --> 00:19:42,555 because we keep telling Scout no, but get a damn dog. 498 00:19:42,556 --> 00:19:44,641 Can you stop? 499 00:19:44,642 --> 00:19:49,145 Find one with big paws, 'cause, uh... 500 00:19:49,146 --> 00:19:53,484 'cause big-- big paws means... means it's a big dog. 501 00:19:55,069 --> 00:19:59,155 It's protection... for my girls. 502 00:19:59,156 --> 00:20:01,199 [ Monitor beeping ] Link? 503 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:02,575 - Come on, come on. - Starting compressions. 504 00:20:02,576 --> 00:20:04,702 [ Voice breaking ] Bailey? Bailey? 505 00:20:04,703 --> 00:20:06,663 Someone tell me what's happening! 506 00:20:06,664 --> 00:20:08,415 [ Gasps ] Link? 507 00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:11,209 [ Line disconnects ] 508 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:13,211 [ Sobs ] 509 00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:15,714 {\an8}♪ 510 00:20:21,512 --> 00:20:23,888 Okay. This is the last unit. 511 00:20:23,889 --> 00:20:25,265 He's in hemorrhagic shock. 512 00:20:25,266 --> 00:20:26,808 Winston: Something else is going on. 513 00:20:26,809 --> 00:20:28,351 Maybe his rib fractures caused a lung injury. 514 00:20:28,352 --> 00:20:29,477 Could be a tension pneumo as well. 515 00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:30,895 Yeah. Let's decompress him. 516 00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,272 You have a 14-gauge angio-cath in there? 517 00:20:32,273 --> 00:20:34,524 Yeah, I got you. Okay, I'll hold his arm. 518 00:20:34,525 --> 00:20:36,693 Okay. 519 00:20:36,694 --> 00:20:38,194 There you go. 520 00:20:38,195 --> 00:20:45,076 {\an8}♪ 521 00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:46,786 Would you hold that for me? 522 00:20:46,787 --> 00:20:48,037 Bailey: Yeah. 523 00:20:48,038 --> 00:20:54,586 {\an8}♪ 524 00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:56,463 There's a weak pulse. 525 00:20:56,464 --> 00:20:58,006 Yeah, but he's still really hypotensive. 526 00:20:58,007 --> 00:20:59,716 He needs a chest tube. Let's get him to CCU right now. 527 00:20:59,717 --> 00:21:01,050 I'll stabilize the angio-cath. 528 00:21:01,051 --> 00:21:02,969 Can someone grab his legs? Yep. 529 00:21:02,970 --> 00:21:05,097 I'll help at the head. 530 00:21:06,307 --> 00:21:09,101 Ready. One. Two. Three. 531 00:21:10,811 --> 00:21:14,189 Millin: I can't find where the bleed is coming from. 532 00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:16,441 I'm gonna have to tell the mother of this kid 533 00:21:16,442 --> 00:21:17,734 that I killed her child. 534 00:21:17,735 --> 00:21:19,527 Come on, Millin, focus. 535 00:21:19,528 --> 00:21:20,987 I think it's coming from the mesentery, 536 00:21:20,988 --> 00:21:23,323 but I'm not sure. Okay. Clamp it. 537 00:21:23,324 --> 00:21:25,575 And then look around for bleeding in another area. 538 00:21:25,576 --> 00:21:27,076 Okay. Okay. 539 00:21:27,077 --> 00:21:28,703 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 540 00:21:28,704 --> 00:21:30,622 Clamp is in place. 541 00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:32,332 You know, I had my first solo surgery on a kid 542 00:21:32,333 --> 00:21:35,168 when I was a second year, like you. 543 00:21:35,169 --> 00:21:37,462 My attending just handed me a scalpel 544 00:21:37,463 --> 00:21:39,923 and left to take a nap in the O.R. next door. 545 00:21:39,924 --> 00:21:42,008 Please tell me that this story has a happy ending. 546 00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:44,385 The patient's name was Demetrius. 547 00:21:44,386 --> 00:21:48,348 He was 4 years old, and he loved Spider-Man. 548 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:50,308 I mean, he, uh, 549 00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:53,561 he asked me to surgically implant webs into his wrists. 550 00:21:53,562 --> 00:21:55,772 That was the surgery? [ Chuckles ] No, no. 551 00:21:55,773 --> 00:21:57,524 It was a bowel resection. 552 00:21:57,525 --> 00:21:59,276 Poor guy had an obstruction, but... 553 00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:02,111 ...he did great. 554 00:22:02,112 --> 00:22:05,323 And, uh... I did great. 555 00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:09,577 I was so terrified, I almost passed out. 556 00:22:09,578 --> 00:22:12,038 [ Exhales deeply ] But then I... 557 00:22:12,039 --> 00:22:14,625 Then I got to tell his parents he was okay. 558 00:22:16,043 --> 00:22:18,378 There is nothing better 559 00:22:18,379 --> 00:22:21,214 than the hug you get from a grateful mom. 560 00:22:21,215 --> 00:22:23,174 I mean, that... 561 00:22:23,175 --> 00:22:25,427 that makes you feel like the superhero. 562 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:28,973 Bleeding stopped. 563 00:22:30,975 --> 00:22:32,642 His vitals are improving. 564 00:22:32,643 --> 00:22:34,811 Uh, what stitch do I use to ligate? 565 00:22:34,812 --> 00:22:36,105 What do you think? 566 00:22:38,023 --> 00:22:41,150 Um...3-0 silk? 567 00:22:41,151 --> 00:22:43,820 See? You don't even need me. 568 00:22:43,821 --> 00:22:46,322 [ Jackhammer whirring in distance ] 569 00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:48,741 [ Exhales deeply ] 570 00:22:48,742 --> 00:22:51,870 [ Monitor beeps ] 140/90. 571 00:22:51,871 --> 00:22:53,538 Still a little high. 572 00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:55,249 Just keep taking deep breaths. 573 00:22:56,584 --> 00:22:59,420 We've only been married 36 hours. 574 00:23:01,505 --> 00:23:04,133 Link's tux is still on the bathroom floor. 575 00:23:05,634 --> 00:23:07,845 His parents were just here. 576 00:23:09,597 --> 00:23:11,140 His parents. 577 00:23:12,641 --> 00:23:14,642 Do I call them? 578 00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:16,144 What do I even say? 579 00:23:16,145 --> 00:23:19,522 We see miracles here every day. 580 00:23:19,523 --> 00:23:21,984 I haven't given up hope yet, and neither should you. 581 00:23:23,319 --> 00:23:25,029 He's the only family that I have. 582 00:23:26,655 --> 00:23:28,740 Oh, you know that's not true. 583 00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:33,203 Dr. Lloyd to the E.R. Dr. Emily Lloyd to the E.R. 584 00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:38,249 We work well together. What we did was wrong, 585 00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:39,876 and it wouldn't have ever happened if I had known-- 586 00:23:39,877 --> 00:23:41,753 You were my boss? Hey! 587 00:23:41,754 --> 00:23:44,464 What? Say it louder. 588 00:23:44,465 --> 00:23:49,093 I'm really tired. Intern year gets better, right? 589 00:23:49,094 --> 00:23:51,137 This is just, like, a really bad first day? 590 00:23:51,138 --> 00:23:53,264 No one has a good first day. 591 00:23:53,265 --> 00:23:54,766 Oh, she's really hypotensive. 592 00:23:54,767 --> 00:23:57,268 I can see that. I'm what? 593 00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:58,937 She's decompensating! 594 00:23:58,938 --> 00:24:00,730 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 595 00:24:00,731 --> 00:24:03,024 What happened? BP's dropped to 70s over 40s. 596 00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:05,109 Heart rate's 130, up from the low 100s before. 597 00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:07,528 Aah! Ow! Abdomen is more distended. 598 00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:09,739 Bruising around the flank and now belly button. 599 00:24:09,740 --> 00:24:11,115 What do we call this? 600 00:24:11,116 --> 00:24:12,533 Grey Turner sign and Cullen's sign. 601 00:24:12,534 --> 00:24:14,702 They can indicate retroperitoneal bleeding. 602 00:24:14,703 --> 00:24:16,788 Excellent deduction, Dr. Spencer. 603 00:24:16,789 --> 00:24:19,582 We're going to intubate you and prep you for an ex-lap. 604 00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:21,125 Does that mean I get to go to the O.R.? 605 00:24:21,126 --> 00:24:22,377 Something like that. Yeah. 606 00:24:22,378 --> 00:24:24,504 I need an intubation kit and a surgical tray. 607 00:24:24,505 --> 00:24:26,214 You want to do it here, in the clinic? 608 00:24:26,215 --> 00:24:27,924 Do you want to kill an intern on her first day? 609 00:24:27,925 --> 00:24:30,677 Not this one. Then get me a surgical tray. 610 00:24:30,678 --> 00:24:33,305 [ Whimpers ] 611 00:24:38,143 --> 00:24:39,978 Simone's helping other patients, I'm sure. 612 00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:41,562 Just like us. 613 00:24:41,563 --> 00:24:43,981 How'd you know we broke up? 614 00:24:43,982 --> 00:24:45,775 What? Well, did she tell you last night? 615 00:24:45,776 --> 00:24:48,653 Was she upset or... [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 616 00:24:48,654 --> 00:24:50,154 Hold her down. 617 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:51,990 I don't know what's wrong. 618 00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:53,366 Do we increase her sedation drip? 619 00:24:53,367 --> 00:24:54,784 Won't her pressure drop too low? 620 00:24:54,785 --> 00:24:56,494 I think we should risk it. 621 00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:59,664 Do it. Me? Me? It's-- It's your idea. 622 00:24:59,665 --> 00:25:01,332 I don't know how to do it. The nurse normally does it. 623 00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:03,168 S-So, what makes you think that I know how to do it? 624 00:25:04,420 --> 00:25:06,254 Oh, she's waking up. Oh, no, no, no, no. 625 00:25:06,255 --> 00:25:07,714 Uh, should we-- should we-- should we extubate her? 626 00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:10,675 I mean, worst case scenario is that we re-intubate. 627 00:25:10,676 --> 00:25:12,510 No, no, no, no, no. 628 00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:13,678 Worst case scenario is that she rips her chest open 629 00:25:13,679 --> 00:25:15,638 from coughing and bleeds out. 630 00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:19,100 {\an8}♪ 631 00:25:19,101 --> 00:25:21,811 Owen: Okay. Chest tube is in. 632 00:25:21,812 --> 00:25:23,604 Winston: All right. Uh, dissect a little farther. 633 00:25:23,605 --> 00:25:28,067 Bailey: I'm trying. The man has so much muscle. 634 00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:29,444 Okay. There. 635 00:25:29,445 --> 00:25:31,362 Oh, my God. What's his status? 636 00:25:31,363 --> 00:25:33,239 Ben: Penetrating trauma to the chest. 637 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:34,407 Injuries to the subclavian vessels. 638 00:25:34,408 --> 00:25:36,617 Multiple rib fractures with pneumothorax. 639 00:25:36,618 --> 00:25:38,786 Sustained cardiac arrest, resuscitated with CPR 640 00:25:38,787 --> 00:25:40,580 and eight units of blood. 641 00:25:40,581 --> 00:25:42,457 We needed all the hands we could get. 642 00:25:42,458 --> 00:25:44,292 Amelia: He's A neg. He needs to be scanned. 643 00:25:44,293 --> 00:25:46,169 We need to rule out a brain bleed. 644 00:25:46,170 --> 00:25:47,628 Ben: BP's tanking. Pushing epi. 645 00:25:47,629 --> 00:25:48,713 No, he needs blood. 646 00:25:48,714 --> 00:25:49,714 Okay. We know. We got it. 647 00:25:49,715 --> 00:25:51,090 Okay, then do something. 648 00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:52,300 Somebody get her out of here right now! 649 00:25:52,301 --> 00:25:53,301 No, no. I'm fine, I'm fine. Amelia... 650 00:25:53,302 --> 00:25:54,427 No, no, no, no. Get off me. 651 00:25:54,428 --> 00:25:55,887 No, it's fine. I'm fine. 652 00:25:55,888 --> 00:25:57,513 Altman, take over. I'm okay, I'm okay. 653 00:25:57,514 --> 00:25:59,098 Amelia? Just calm down. 654 00:25:59,099 --> 00:26:01,058 No, I'm fine. Do not touch me. 655 00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:02,602 I'm fine. Please-- Amelia. 656 00:26:02,603 --> 00:26:04,395 No! I want to stay! Go. Right now. Come on. 657 00:26:04,396 --> 00:26:06,564 I need to be in there! Please! I want to help! 658 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,483 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 659 00:26:08,484 --> 00:26:11,945 {\an8}♪ 660 00:26:17,534 --> 00:26:19,911 I need retraction. 661 00:26:19,912 --> 00:26:21,037 Oh, we don't have a Bookwalter. 662 00:26:21,038 --> 00:26:22,955 We don't need one. 663 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:26,667 Dr. Bryant, grab one of those towels and come over here. 664 00:26:26,668 --> 00:26:28,462 Put your hands where mine are. 665 00:26:29,546 --> 00:26:31,172 Hell of a way to start intern year. 666 00:26:31,173 --> 00:26:33,341 I don't mind being a human retractor. 667 00:26:33,342 --> 00:26:35,259 I meant for her. Meredith: Well, she'll learn 668 00:26:35,260 --> 00:26:37,011 what it feels like to be a patient. 669 00:26:37,012 --> 00:26:39,388 It takes some interns years to learn bedside manner. 670 00:26:39,389 --> 00:26:41,557 Okay, don't put too much pressure. Okay. 671 00:26:41,558 --> 00:26:43,351 But don't let her bowel slip out. 672 00:26:43,352 --> 00:26:44,977 That's the dopest thing I've ever seen. 673 00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:46,270 Okay, Griffith. What's next? 674 00:26:46,271 --> 00:26:47,980 Uh, in an O.R., I'd use a bovie 675 00:26:47,981 --> 00:26:50,274 to carefully divide the White Line of Toldt. 676 00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:52,068 Once in the retroperitoneum, I'd isolate the IVC. 677 00:26:52,069 --> 00:26:53,070 I'm in. 678 00:26:54,363 --> 00:26:57,448 You... dissected the retroperitoneum 679 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:58,699 with your finger? 680 00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:00,368 It's the one tool we always have. 681 00:27:00,369 --> 00:27:02,453 Oh, my God. Got it. 682 00:27:02,454 --> 00:27:05,206 Nope. I lied. That is the dopest thing I've ever seen. 683 00:27:05,207 --> 00:27:06,958 Okay. Let's ligate the lumbar 684 00:27:06,959 --> 00:27:09,210 and close her up as soon as we can. 685 00:27:09,211 --> 00:27:11,379 Okay. We got to pull the tube out. 686 00:27:11,380 --> 00:27:13,005 It's the only way to keep her alive. 687 00:27:13,006 --> 00:27:14,549 Yeah, I thought that once about a patient, 688 00:27:14,550 --> 00:27:16,425 and it almost cost me my residency. 689 00:27:16,426 --> 00:27:19,011 I've already seen her die once. I'm not gonna watch it again. 690 00:27:19,012 --> 00:27:22,265 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 691 00:27:22,266 --> 00:27:25,643 {\an8}♪ 692 00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:26,770 All right. 693 00:27:28,230 --> 00:27:30,731 [ Coughing ] 694 00:27:30,732 --> 00:27:32,650 Don't drop. Don't drop. 695 00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:34,735 Good breath sounds. 696 00:27:34,736 --> 00:27:37,238 Let's check her incision for bleeding. 697 00:27:37,239 --> 00:27:40,908 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 698 00:27:40,909 --> 00:27:43,745 [ Coughs ] 699 00:27:45,372 --> 00:27:49,166 Hi, Nora. It's Dr. Kwan. 700 00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:51,586 I know. I heard you guys the whole time. 701 00:27:51,587 --> 00:27:55,047 {\an8}♪ 702 00:27:55,048 --> 00:27:57,259 Why are we in the hallway? 703 00:27:59,261 --> 00:28:01,596 We'll catch you up on the way. 704 00:28:01,597 --> 00:28:06,350 {\an8}♪ 705 00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:09,270 Teddy: All right. Graft is in. He's still hypotensive. 706 00:28:09,271 --> 00:28:11,397 I can't see any more bleeding, and there's minimal blood 707 00:28:11,398 --> 00:28:13,316 in the pleurovac. Why isn't he stabilizing? 708 00:28:13,317 --> 00:28:15,484 I made the wrong call. I should've taken him to Seattle Pres. 709 00:28:15,485 --> 00:28:17,445 No. We didn't lose him on the stairwell. 710 00:28:17,446 --> 00:28:19,363 We're not gonna lose him here. 711 00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:21,365 Don't think about what we didn't do or should have done. 712 00:28:21,366 --> 00:28:24,118 Think about what we can do. 713 00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:26,245 Okay. Let's do a thoracotomy 714 00:28:26,246 --> 00:28:28,122 and check the chest cavity for injuries. 715 00:28:28,123 --> 00:28:29,749 With minimal blood in the pleurovac, 716 00:28:29,750 --> 00:28:31,542 there's no indication. We should resuscitate him, 717 00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:33,669 take him to Seattle Pres for a full exploration. 718 00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:35,338 He might not make it. 719 00:28:35,339 --> 00:28:36,923 He certainly won't if we cut his chest open. 720 00:28:36,924 --> 00:28:38,466 It is textbook. Trauma to the chest. 721 00:28:38,467 --> 00:28:40,718 Rib fractures. Hemothorax. You do a thoracotomy. 722 00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:43,054 In a controlled environment. This is too risky. 723 00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:45,765 Altman, look, I have driven a rig from here to Seattle Pres 724 00:28:45,766 --> 00:28:47,558 at least 100 times. Ben. 725 00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:49,685 With lights and sirens and God on your side... 726 00:28:49,686 --> 00:28:51,354 Bailey: Ben. ...minimum eight minutes. 727 00:28:51,355 --> 00:28:53,481 Link is bleeding out from somewhere. 728 00:28:53,482 --> 00:28:56,233 You really want to risk eight minutes? 729 00:28:56,234 --> 00:28:58,486 {\an8}♪ 730 00:28:58,487 --> 00:28:59,737 Chest tube is clogged. 731 00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:01,739 He's bleeding out into his chest. 732 00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:03,699 You still want to pack him? 733 00:29:03,700 --> 00:29:05,910 All right. Okay. All right. Uh, where's the scalpel? 734 00:29:05,911 --> 00:29:08,537 I've got it. Here we go. 735 00:29:08,538 --> 00:29:09,705 Bailey: Got it. All right. 736 00:29:09,706 --> 00:29:11,207 Hey. Let's go. 737 00:29:11,208 --> 00:29:13,125 Okay. 738 00:29:13,126 --> 00:29:14,335 ♪ Letters sent before... ♪ 739 00:29:14,336 --> 00:29:17,964 The bleeding stopped. The ligating worked. 740 00:29:17,965 --> 00:29:20,758 Monica: Try not to sound so surprised next time. 741 00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:22,969 Okay, so now irrigate 742 00:29:22,970 --> 00:29:26,514 and pack it with a wet, sterile towel as a temporary closure. 743 00:29:26,515 --> 00:29:29,058 Uh, and then what? 744 00:29:29,059 --> 00:29:32,812 Well, then we wait for them to get us the hell out of here, 745 00:29:32,813 --> 00:29:34,982 and we hope everybody else is okay. 746 00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:40,152 I, uh... hate babies. 747 00:29:40,153 --> 00:29:42,405 [ Chuckles softly ] 748 00:29:42,406 --> 00:29:44,573 Birth and... 749 00:29:44,574 --> 00:29:49,120 their dependency and... tiny little organs 750 00:29:49,121 --> 00:29:53,165 that are impossible to suture. 751 00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:56,128 Not really a big fan of kids, either, but... 752 00:29:57,838 --> 00:30:01,632 ...you know, Parker... 753 00:30:01,633 --> 00:30:03,926 he might have broken through to me. 754 00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:07,346 You know, it might be my... my Demetrius. 755 00:30:07,347 --> 00:30:10,057 {\an8}♪ 756 00:30:10,058 --> 00:30:12,059 Dr. Beltran? 757 00:30:12,060 --> 00:30:15,896 ♪ ...cold wind, fate closing in ♪ 758 00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:17,565 Dr. Beltran? 759 00:30:17,566 --> 00:30:19,900 No. No. 760 00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:23,404 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 761 00:30:23,405 --> 00:30:26,324 [ Man shouting in distance ] 762 00:30:26,325 --> 00:30:28,617 D-Damn it. 763 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:32,288 Okay. Dr. Beltran, you have to open your eyes, okay? 764 00:30:32,289 --> 00:30:34,248 [ Grunts ] Wake up. 765 00:30:34,249 --> 00:30:35,708 You have to wake up and look at me. 766 00:30:35,709 --> 00:30:38,586 You wake up. Come on. Come on. 767 00:30:38,587 --> 00:30:46,135 {\an8}♪ 768 00:30:46,136 --> 00:30:48,013 I lost my dad when I was a kid. 769 00:30:50,057 --> 00:30:53,559 It's been... the defining fact of my life. 770 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,354 Just this, like... 771 00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:59,774 ...unrelenting absence. 772 00:30:59,775 --> 00:31:03,903 {\an8}♪ 773 00:31:03,904 --> 00:31:06,073 I don't want that for Scout. 774 00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:10,367 And Jo. [ Exhales sharply ] 775 00:31:10,368 --> 00:31:13,788 My dad's death wrecked my mom... 776 00:31:13,789 --> 00:31:15,539 probably forever. 777 00:31:15,540 --> 00:31:17,708 {\an8}♪ 778 00:31:17,709 --> 00:31:18,834 He'll pull through. 779 00:31:18,835 --> 00:31:21,295 {\an8}♪ 780 00:31:21,296 --> 00:31:23,840 If he doesn't, it'll be my fault. 781 00:31:25,926 --> 00:31:28,761 And I will never forgive myself. 782 00:31:28,762 --> 00:31:33,891 {\an8}♪ 783 00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:37,478 ♪ Oh, I push ♪ 784 00:31:37,479 --> 00:31:40,397 {\an8}♪ 785 00:31:40,398 --> 00:31:42,024 Teddy: Anything? Still looking. 786 00:31:42,025 --> 00:31:46,695 {\an8}♪ 787 00:31:46,696 --> 00:31:49,073 Come on. Come on. Come on. There! 788 00:31:49,074 --> 00:31:51,701 Yep. Intercostal artery... 789 00:31:53,787 --> 00:31:55,454 ... .and a lung lac. 790 00:31:55,455 --> 00:31:57,040 You can do the repair. Okay. 791 00:31:58,250 --> 00:32:01,127 I feel it. All right. Stapler. 792 00:32:01,128 --> 00:32:03,587 Yep. Here we go. 793 00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:05,756 ♪ It's howling ♪ 794 00:32:05,757 --> 00:32:09,593 {\an8}♪ 795 00:32:09,594 --> 00:32:12,888 Man: Stand back! Coming in! 796 00:32:12,889 --> 00:32:17,977 ♪ I push ♪ 797 00:32:17,978 --> 00:32:22,731 {\an8}♪ 798 00:32:22,732 --> 00:32:26,360 You're too late. She's gone. 799 00:32:26,361 --> 00:32:28,612 [ Monitor beeping ] 800 00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:32,659 {\an8}♪ 801 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,668 {\an8}♪ 802 00:32:42,669 --> 00:32:45,504 So, we were finally able to get him into the scanner. 803 00:32:45,505 --> 00:32:48,340 The repair to the lung and to the subclavian is holding. 804 00:32:48,341 --> 00:32:51,093 And apart from the chest wall, there are no other injuries. 805 00:32:51,094 --> 00:32:55,264 But, Jo, this could be a tough road ahead. 806 00:32:55,265 --> 00:32:57,766 He has lost a lot of blood. 807 00:32:57,767 --> 00:33:00,853 [ Telephone ringing, monitor beeping ] 808 00:33:00,854 --> 00:33:12,781 {\an8}♪ 809 00:33:12,782 --> 00:33:15,034 I love you. 810 00:33:15,035 --> 00:33:17,661 [ Voice breaking ] I love you so much. 811 00:33:17,662 --> 00:33:20,122 I haven't seen anyone pull through like that 812 00:33:20,123 --> 00:33:21,832 in a long time. 813 00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:24,210 That man did not want to leave you. 814 00:33:24,211 --> 00:33:27,796 He's been my best friend for 20 years. 815 00:33:27,797 --> 00:33:29,089 He means everything to me. 816 00:33:29,090 --> 00:33:31,258 So thank you. Thank you so much. 817 00:33:31,259 --> 00:33:34,094 So, you have a half an hour, 818 00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:36,055 and then you need to get a blood-pressure check. 819 00:33:36,056 --> 00:33:37,681 Really? I'm fine. 820 00:33:37,682 --> 00:33:38,974 Dr. Webber's orders. 821 00:33:38,975 --> 00:33:44,230 {\an8}♪ 822 00:33:44,231 --> 00:33:46,815 Okay. So, check his CBC and coags in an hour. 823 00:33:46,816 --> 00:33:49,401 Warren. 824 00:33:49,402 --> 00:33:51,529 I'll see you at home. 825 00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:56,075 I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to question you-- 826 00:33:56,076 --> 00:34:00,079 Backing up Owen on the thoracotomy was the right move. 827 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:03,249 We would have never made it to Seattle Pres, and... 828 00:34:03,250 --> 00:34:05,459 and Link would have died. 829 00:34:05,460 --> 00:34:07,671 [ Click, machinery whirring ] 830 00:34:09,130 --> 00:34:12,341 I used to be a lot like you. 831 00:34:12,342 --> 00:34:16,679 I used to take risks and make decisions based on instinct 832 00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:18,514 and second-guess everything. 833 00:34:18,515 --> 00:34:20,933 But now I'm a suit, and I've become more cautious, 834 00:34:20,934 --> 00:34:22,269 and I shouldn't put that on you. 835 00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:27,106 Tomorrow I am gonna call the ACGME, 836 00:34:27,107 --> 00:34:28,816 and I'm gonna tell them 837 00:34:28,817 --> 00:34:30,819 that you're gonna finish your residency at Grey-Sloan. 838 00:34:32,529 --> 00:34:34,655 [ Exhales sharply ] Oh. 839 00:34:34,656 --> 00:34:36,907 Thank you. Thank you. You won't regret it. 840 00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:39,535 But if I say that we're closed to trauma... 841 00:34:39,536 --> 00:34:40,828 Got it, Chief. 842 00:34:40,829 --> 00:34:43,122 {\an8}♪ 843 00:34:43,123 --> 00:34:44,873 Yes! 844 00:34:44,874 --> 00:34:46,750 Sorry. 845 00:34:46,751 --> 00:34:48,586 Parker is stable. 846 00:34:48,587 --> 00:34:51,046 Um, we will need to bring him back for a permanent closure. 847 00:34:51,047 --> 00:34:52,756 But until then, you can see him in the NICU-- 848 00:34:52,757 --> 00:34:55,134 Thank you. 849 00:34:55,135 --> 00:34:56,844 Thank you so much. 850 00:34:56,845 --> 00:34:58,679 ♪ We're running out of time ♪ 851 00:34:58,680 --> 00:35:01,765 You have a very tough little boy. 852 00:35:01,766 --> 00:35:04,643 Millin! ♪ Oh, where have you gone? ♪ 853 00:35:04,644 --> 00:35:06,395 Millin! 854 00:35:06,396 --> 00:35:09,523 ♪ No one ever finds the lonely one ♪ 855 00:35:09,524 --> 00:35:10,942 Hey. 856 00:35:12,152 --> 00:35:15,487 I heard you were... with Beltran. 857 00:35:15,488 --> 00:35:17,489 {\an8}♪ 858 00:35:17,490 --> 00:35:19,283 You okay? 859 00:35:19,284 --> 00:35:23,620 ♪ Days burn into nights ♪ 860 00:35:23,621 --> 00:35:28,126 ♪ Another sudden season's passed you by ♪ 861 00:35:29,919 --> 00:35:33,506 ♪ On this sullen road ♪ 862 00:35:35,008 --> 00:35:37,635 ♪ All these things unknown ♪ 863 00:35:37,636 --> 00:35:38,719 Millin... 864 00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:40,179 Millin. 865 00:35:40,180 --> 00:35:49,730 ♪ Oh, oh, sun is gone ♪ 866 00:35:49,731 --> 00:35:51,733 [ Groans ] No. 867 00:35:53,401 --> 00:35:55,110 Are you in pain? 868 00:35:55,111 --> 00:35:57,363 I was really hoping this was just a bad dream. 869 00:35:57,364 --> 00:36:00,741 You tore your lumbar vein. We repaired it. 870 00:36:00,742 --> 00:36:03,035 You're gonna be okay. 871 00:36:03,036 --> 00:36:06,413 I am never going to live this down. 872 00:36:06,414 --> 00:36:08,832 If you were me, would you transfer programs? 873 00:36:08,833 --> 00:36:10,292 Being a surgeon is hard. 874 00:36:10,293 --> 00:36:11,919 I mean, you're gonna have days 875 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:13,629 where you feel like everything you do is a mistake. 876 00:36:13,630 --> 00:36:15,589 That won't change no matter where you are. 877 00:36:15,590 --> 00:36:17,591 So you've-- you've worked here for a long time? 878 00:36:17,592 --> 00:36:20,803 Long enough to know that if you stay, it's worth it. 879 00:36:20,804 --> 00:36:23,347 Even without the O.R.s? 880 00:36:23,348 --> 00:36:25,140 The O.R.s don't make you a surgeon. 881 00:36:25,141 --> 00:36:27,227 The teachers and the patients do. 882 00:36:28,728 --> 00:36:31,855 Thank you. Doctor... 883 00:36:31,856 --> 00:36:33,774 Dr. Grey. 884 00:36:33,775 --> 00:36:36,610 As in, like, you're-- you're Meredith Grey? 885 00:36:36,611 --> 00:36:40,155 I am. Still doesn't seem to get me in the building, but... 886 00:36:40,156 --> 00:36:42,032 ♪ Oh, sun is gone ♪ 887 00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:43,867 {\an8}♪ 888 00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:46,745 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, sun is gone ♪ Oh, my God. 889 00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:49,039 [ Bell chimes ] 890 00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:53,420 Dr. Hara to radiology. Dr. Erica Hara to radiology. 891 00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:03,346 [ Clears throat ] 892 00:37:05,849 --> 00:37:07,975 Why are you still here? Your shift doesn't start for another hour. 893 00:37:07,976 --> 00:37:09,268 Mm. I don't know. 894 00:37:09,269 --> 00:37:12,771 I thought I'd shower, get cleaned up. 895 00:37:12,772 --> 00:37:14,731 No. No, No. 896 00:37:14,732 --> 00:37:16,734 What? No smiling. No flirting. 897 00:37:16,735 --> 00:37:19,486 None of... that. 898 00:37:19,487 --> 00:37:22,281 We are strangers who met for the first time today. 899 00:37:22,282 --> 00:37:24,783 Yeah. Fresh start. No problem. 900 00:37:24,784 --> 00:37:25,994 [ Bell chimes ] 901 00:37:27,746 --> 00:37:29,747 After you, stranger. 902 00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,707 After you. 903 00:37:31,708 --> 00:37:35,712 [ Indistinct conversations, telephone ringing ] 904 00:37:42,844 --> 00:37:44,261 Hey. 905 00:37:44,262 --> 00:37:46,472 Do you want to go home, 906 00:37:46,473 --> 00:37:48,390 sleep for three days, and then eat greasy food? 907 00:37:48,391 --> 00:37:50,601 I don't think... 908 00:37:50,602 --> 00:37:53,604 we should get back together, Lucas. 909 00:37:53,605 --> 00:37:55,898 We said a lot of things to each other the other night. 910 00:37:55,899 --> 00:37:58,817 I took them back. Because we almost died in a hostage situation. 911 00:37:58,818 --> 00:38:00,652 That's not real life. 912 00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:03,363 I think we just both need to take some time, 913 00:38:03,364 --> 00:38:05,157 focus on work, and if we find our way back to each other-- 914 00:38:05,158 --> 00:38:07,743 I don't want to take time. 915 00:38:07,744 --> 00:38:10,078 Simone, I love you. 916 00:38:10,079 --> 00:38:12,247 And, uh, I mean, we always work it out-- 917 00:38:12,248 --> 00:38:14,000 I slept with someone. 918 00:38:21,549 --> 00:38:26,678 {\an8}♪ 919 00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:29,890 Meredith: When something's been in your life for a long time, 920 00:38:29,891 --> 00:38:32,434 you can often forget it's there. 921 00:38:32,435 --> 00:38:34,561 Whether it's a person or a place, 922 00:38:34,562 --> 00:38:36,730 sometimes you can take it for granted. 923 00:38:36,731 --> 00:38:38,732 Hey. 924 00:38:38,733 --> 00:38:40,400 Thank you for last night. [ Chuckles softly ] 925 00:38:40,401 --> 00:38:42,444 Link is stable, 926 00:38:42,445 --> 00:38:48,326 so I'm gonna go pick up Scout and not let him go for hours. 927 00:38:49,619 --> 00:38:52,830 I'm just gonna text Dylan Gatlin's latest labs 928 00:38:52,831 --> 00:38:55,249 over to Beltran, and then I am gone. 929 00:38:55,250 --> 00:38:56,793 What? 930 00:38:57,377 --> 00:39:00,462 ♪ A friend in you ♪ Is it Link? 931 00:39:00,463 --> 00:39:01,797 ♪ A friend in me ♪ W-What happened? 932 00:39:01,798 --> 00:39:03,799 It's Beltran. 933 00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:05,843 {\an8}♪ 934 00:39:05,844 --> 00:39:08,054 Monica, she... 935 00:39:09,764 --> 00:39:11,890 ...she was trapped on the O.R. floor. 936 00:39:11,891 --> 00:39:14,017 {\an8}♪ 937 00:39:14,018 --> 00:39:15,270 No. 938 00:39:16,855 --> 00:39:18,897 She didn't make it, Amelia. 939 00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:22,568 {\an8}♪ 940 00:39:22,569 --> 00:39:24,987 Monica's dead. 941 00:39:24,988 --> 00:39:27,865 You never consider that you won't walk in that door again 942 00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:29,283 or hear that voice. 943 00:39:29,284 --> 00:39:31,535 [ Siren wailing ] 944 00:39:31,536 --> 00:39:32,744 Nora? 945 00:39:32,745 --> 00:39:34,329 On her way to Seattle Pres. 946 00:39:34,330 --> 00:39:36,081 Sats are strong. Incision looks great. 947 00:39:36,082 --> 00:39:37,833 She looks like a different person already 948 00:39:37,834 --> 00:39:39,126 after that surgery. 949 00:39:39,127 --> 00:39:40,836 Thanks, Kwan. 950 00:39:40,837 --> 00:39:42,838 {\an8}♪ 951 00:39:42,839 --> 00:39:45,090 Hospital's been cleared of security threats 952 00:39:45,091 --> 00:39:47,844 and has been deemed structurally sound. 953 00:39:49,637 --> 00:39:52,055 They need me in a press briefing. 954 00:39:52,056 --> 00:39:53,932 Do you think we'll ever be what we were? 955 00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:55,934 [ Sighs ] Best friends. 956 00:39:55,935 --> 00:39:58,312 ♪ I'll take your pain ♪ 957 00:39:58,313 --> 00:39:59,855 I don't know. 958 00:39:59,856 --> 00:40:03,942 I don't know if I know who I am anymore. 959 00:40:03,943 --> 00:40:07,738 ♪ Each burning seed ♪ 960 00:40:07,739 --> 00:40:10,616 I'll check on the kids and then I'll... 961 00:40:10,617 --> 00:40:12,075 I'll look for a hotel room. 962 00:40:12,076 --> 00:40:14,202 {\an8}♪ 963 00:40:14,203 --> 00:40:16,538 Yet it happens every day. 964 00:40:16,539 --> 00:40:19,333 {\an8}♪ 965 00:40:19,334 --> 00:40:22,085 People experience unexpected loss... 966 00:40:22,086 --> 00:40:32,888 {\an8}♪ 967 00:40:32,889 --> 00:40:35,265 ...and, as impossible as it may seem... 968 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:38,101 ♪ A friend in you ♪ 969 00:40:38,102 --> 00:40:40,687 ...don't give up. 970 00:40:40,688 --> 00:40:43,565 ♪ A friend in me ♪ 971 00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:48,195 Engineering says this floor might not be usable for weeks. 972 00:40:48,196 --> 00:40:49,613 {\an8}♪ 973 00:40:49,614 --> 00:40:51,740 I know you said you missed the O.R. 974 00:40:51,741 --> 00:40:54,910 and that you'd stay for surgeries, but... 975 00:40:54,911 --> 00:40:56,662 this? 976 00:40:56,663 --> 00:40:59,706 I'm here. Whatever you need. 977 00:40:59,707 --> 00:41:01,959 {\an8}♪ 978 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:03,502 What are we going to do here? 979 00:41:03,503 --> 00:41:08,423 {\an8}♪ 980 00:41:08,424 --> 00:41:11,009 What we always do. 981 00:41:11,010 --> 00:41:13,136 We're gonna rebuild. 982 00:41:13,137 --> 00:41:15,889 You have to believe you'll find hope again. 983 00:41:15,890 --> 00:41:19,060 {\an8}♪ 984 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:54,053 {\an8}♪